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by jaeL

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The light is coming in Another night’ll end Guess I’ll grab the pen and paper time to write again Every night my eyes opened wide for the past week Shit I should really start this paper due last week Instead Ive been on the Tube looking for these rap beats Sadly I’ve only got an hour till my class meets I ain’t really cut for schooling if you ask me I’m ready to blow I’m just waiting like a gas leak But certain circumstances really be hurting my chances I can't figure out the answers to my problems so I'm frantic And I panic Stranded in a fight with academics I was raised in a culture where my talents reprimanded And excellence is demanded Not to mention only average Updating my status that I'm barely even passing I'm sporadic I'm erratic Bout to cave into the madness And I've had it Fuck this shit. I give up man, that's it! But then I think about my parents and their sacrifice Just so I can have a shot at paradise Lavish life The baddest wife And I know that they care for me But I'm scared to see their faces when they find that I've failed to be Heir to family Business, tremendous Pressure on kid with artistic intentions Pop would always mention the importance of a plan b Life is not a game of snake you gotta make ends meet Damn that's deep It makes you ponder man I try to tell my friend Walt but he don't understand He got that trust fund, ain't really lived a tough one And every other night, he'd be binging with a plus one Man he just told me that Thirsty Thursdays is going down Shit I don't drink But I think I'll pour my heart another round And lately I've been thinking if nobody was around And my bars drop, could I still say I made a sound? But fuck it I ain't doing this for recognition No commisions Fuck the tele I'm just tryna share my vision If you praise it or you hate it Either way I fucking made it I will never sell a single piece of music I've created Artist statement Y'all can quote it Might be broke but I'm devoted The passions of a poet and it's time I fucking show it And I know it's only right To show the world what I'm about Packed my bags and headed out Got no room to carry doubts And I’m ghost.
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Motivated 03:51
Shout out to Preemo I apologize for stealing the beat But shit, maybe you’ll let this one slide Real Real Real Hip-Hop Real Real Real Hip-Hop Just An Every Day Life That’s Real Real Real Hip-Hop [Verse 1] This is the story of a man Who works on the intersection Of sixty fifth and seventh Hustling Pushing a cart full of candy bars To sell to the many cars that roll they windows down for a second With a sales pitch of old candy and stale chips Gave the same kind smile if he ain’t sell shit With that old brown jacket On some hold it down status He was posted on the corner standing next to his snacks just Waiting on these cars every hour of the daylight And they might pass him not even looking his way right Its no fair, cold air, still won’t care He gave that same kind smile even with snow here Now check it Since I was young, I could tell he wasn’t ordinary With more to carry than I afforded The thought was scary But I was wary and recorded like a secretary The very makeup of his commitment was something different Aint even walk straight, pushing his cart With all his might, what a sight Hit you right in the heart Thats when he came towards the car and I heard what he said Then I realized this guy ain’t even right in the head [Hook] x2 How many lines am I spitting man(Not enough!) How many rhymes have I written man (Not enough!) And all the time that I’ve put in really dont mean much How many times have I given up (Way too much!) [Verse 2] At first, I bought some Starburst And I heard his words slurred as he handed back change Never occurred to my brain that he was handicapped Strange as it were, it must've hurt when I laughed in his face When I was young I made a lot of mistakes Shiit this was the worst But I matured from the lessons I learned When I saw his work ethic, no matter how hectic The way he kept it going changed my whole perspective Used to joke yo But now I respect it I'm old now Been a long while since I first tried to throw down Rhymes every line, that’s the only thing I wrote down Then it came time to flow yo, I broke down Choke sound, Truly I was scared for my life Starting thinking that nobody ever cared what I write That’s faulty, the man selling candy’s got Cerebral Palsy, but still he more ballsy than me Damn! [Hook] x2 2:05 [Verse 3] And it was hot, bout a hundred degrees On the day my momma told me he got government cheese So I struggled to see Why he still would hustle the streets Till I found out you couldn’t get nothing with these I couldn’t believe the shit that they was giving him Saying they’ll help but felt like they was getting rid of him And even though the folks laughed at him As they all drove past him He was still on the block selling rocks that pop So what inspires him? Clearly ain't nobody trying to hire him Never made enough to cop the flash that I'm requiring Never got the love from the ladies I'm desiring So how the hell this fella ain't retiring? Man That's when it hit me Made me realize rather quickly Raising capital didn't matter Skip the shift key And even in the end, if his struggles weren't worth it It still gave his life some sort of purpose Damn That's when I rolled up to him Dropped the window Hand him twenty He said he ain't got change I said brother you gave me plenty I thought the whole world had something going against me But I see now the problem was really something within me He looked at me smiled Didn't know what to say But then the light switched green And I drove away But when I got home I put the pen down to the page And I wrote down the words I couldn't speak on that day I wanted to say To tell you I am indebted to you And on my journey to the stars, I’m remembering you And someday, I hope you turning on the radio dude And you hear this same song I’ve been penning for you Word
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Check CJ on the beat uh jaeL with the heat uh Haha okay Ma [Verse 1] I hope you understand me I never had a plan B And I was wild, drove a rift in our family I know we used to argue that I’m not all that I can be But now I’ve got the drive, cutting brakes like Camry And I’ve identified, what I need to feel alive Every time I spit a rhyme I feel the warmth from inside I know you stayed up nights, wondering why he do that? Well a lot of hearts beat ma, but Mine Boom Baps I’ve got a whole lot to say, tho I’m not getting paid But I know you want me happy at the end of the day So I see why you made school my first choice And that’s cool, but all it ever did was hurt my voice Tryna tell you I ain’t bout it, I could do better without it See I knew pops was down, but I felt you always doubted And I guess I never told you, but that really broke me down Even though I told myself nothing could ever slow me down But now [Hook] Im tired of feeling like Im all alone Like I’m on my own Tired of yelling at you on the phone Im tired of saying I ain’t coming home But no matter how I fake it I can’t make it on my own I can’t make it on my own, no I can’t make it on my own No matter how I fake it I can’t make it on my own And I try to act strong, when you see me on the road But no matter how I fake it, I can’t make it on my own [Verse 2] Damn I guess I better tell you now and not wait til later But growing up, I looked at you as my biggest hater I felt like you ain't give a fuck what I wanted And you really only noticed my success So you could flaunt it to ya friends Who had kids getting fancy ass degrees MBA, PHD and that's neat, I agree But that really ain't me, I wish that you could see I'll change the world in a flash With my plans out of class But they always tryna teach me what it is And not why Like they tryna fit me in, but my mind is too wide And I think I'd rather die than be told how to live Really though What's the diff if I never share my gift? I can't take like it is I finally got it figured out That's why I called you and told you that I'm probably dropping out And I know your heart stopped "baby what you talking bout" But momma please hear me out, before we both start to shout Cause now [hook] [Verse 3] Im sorry momma but it’s something that I gotta do I got a lot to prove I’m young, not a lot to lose I never had a silver spoon, just a silver tongue Made a couple tracks, many more still to come And still I feel like you ain't bothered, you ain't never listen I guess that does explain the reason we've been growing distant But when we got to speak in person things were feeling different That's when you told me "Do your best J, I know you'll get it" The curtain lifted I saw no further obstacles Flying over hurdles, hit the turbo I'm unstoppable Progress like a turtle but I promise that it's probable I grew up hearing stories of you doing the impossible How you came from nothing, and you conquered destitution Went from doing make up then got your own distribution And I gotta say it's great we got to clear up the confusion Got my momma back, gotta say I like the sound of that Cause now [hook] It's good to know that I ain't all alone I ain't on my own I hear you smiling when we on the phone It's good to tell you that I'm coming home Cause no matter how I fake it I can't make it on my own I can't make it on my own, no I can't make it on my own No matter how I fake it I can't make it on my own And I know you act strong when you see me on the road But I promise when I make it, imma make it back home Damn Wish me luck ma.
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[Verse1] I'm the Type that'll boast cause I'm nicer than most I'm spitting bars fit for stars caught the eye of the GOATs Man what I'm writing is quotes What you writing is jokes Ain't no applause for a plausible stroke So take notes Let's go Whatchu you know Bout a young fella Doing something stellar That'll get these hoes open like an umbrella I'm bout to get it Though you say that I can't I promise one day even you’'ll be screaming out in the stands (HA) [hook] So what they calling, what they calling, what they calling me? That's what they calling me. Yea that's what they calling me Said what they calling, what they calling, what they calling me? That's what they calling me. Shit that's what they calling me. Ay what they calling, what they calling, what they calling me? That's what they calling me. Yessir. Yo tell these haters begone, I'm too hard for you to sleep on. Somebody put the magazines on, I'm a phenom [verse 2] Another rhyme spoken is another mind blowing Sign showing I'm the nicest fella out I've broken every stigma that you've ever heard about My focus and charisma bout to pack another house How you trying me? Used to tag along now the whole crew behind me Wasn’t long till school would confine me That's grimey Like I gotta pull 180 degrees But I'm hotter than these majors I'm hitting it with ease Tell em put it on repeat I'm a beast to say the least And I'm going off the meters I ain't parking in the streets With the heaters that I'm spitting They admitting they defeat As I’m featuring the feats Of me feasting on these beats Got my lady in ya sheets? That’s a damn lie Boy she love her man shine, left my damn mark Thats a tan line Homie you can’t find none nicer than Jae Ya Bloodclots need that vitamin K Ay who you tryna play? [Hook] [Verse 3] I bet ya get rich schemes Jocking all my sixteens DJ brought it back so many times he need that itch cream I don’t need my wrist gleamed to show you that I spit mean Who you know can get up on the track and wipe it this clean Big screen living walking by I’ll have ya chick scream But man I ain’t the type to wife her up so let that bitch dream Never would I feen for the green that ain’t like me Me? Selling out? Not likely. Tell em Man I do it for the love Getcha mind right Never for the limelight Wouldn’t even do it for a Klondike How you figure I ain’t getting bigger Boy I rhyme tight Tryna take the crown, ya’ll gon need a better sound bite Rappers got me down sight Get at me Ya’ll could never past me fella Bout to run it like a track meet But I aint an athlete, I preach like a pastor I got it on lock like master Ya'll don't hear me
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Ayo So let tell you bout this story right So I met this girl one day and uh Ha Man I don’t even know how to say this cause it’s kinda awkward I don’t even know what I was doing that day man Whatever Haha Yo Imma tell ya’ll anyway Yea Uh [verse 1] The day was typical, same old peripherals Bored out my mind, I was hoping for a miracle But then she caught my eye when she walked right past me And I ain’t gonna lie, girl my thoughts quite nasty But chill, maybe if I play it right, I’ll impress her Shawty lookin tight, I would love to undress her Thinking bout her skin, and that smooth silky texture Can’t wait to get it in and feel that warm milky pleasure Ayo. What the fuck, get ya head out the gutter Boy you really fucking up, you kinda said that you love her And I guess my luck is up, cause she giving me the slip But Im running after her yo I ain’t bout to call it quits This is kinda delicate, I would really love to meet her But I’m hoping I ain’t sending her the wrong message neither I ain’t tryna be no cat calling creep on the streets I was thinking maybe we could grab some treats, bubble tea? haha [Hook] Ay tell me what to do I know I gotta make a move But I ain’t never seen nobody quite as fine as you I thought that I was smooth, nothing further from the truth So how the hell do I approach you, I ain’t got a clue I wish I had some confirmation, inside information Cause ya body’s got me chasing and my mind racing Now that’s that Nas’ flow, but baby girl I gotta know You and me, Wendy’s, five o clock, is that probable? [Verse 2] I’m starting over and I’m asking for her name But then I started kicking game, and she kept looking at me strange So I’m hoping for a change, man I got No chance with her Forget about romancing her or tryna hold hands with her Cuz yo you look dumb boy, she outta your league I found it hard to believe, that she still listened to me And now I’m waiting to see Cause she was acting kinda different ‘stead of turning ‘round and dipping, she was really showing interest Now she asking for my cell, holy hell, I’m fucking freaking out Got everybody on the street like “what he screaming bout?!” She looks astounding and I’m bout to get her fucking number My heart is pounding and its sounding like the fucking thunder I start to wonder how it happened It was all so fast See I was fumbling with my phone and then I heard a crack And then I heard her gasp So I forced out a laugh And told her “thats a cheap fix”, talking out my ass [Hook] (phone ringing) Cmon son...pick up… (phone ringing) Yo, yo ma man! You remember that chick I was telling you about? Yea you know, that chick that I bumped into on my way to class the other day She was real fine So guess what bruh I got her number today daaaaaaaaaawg. Man, quit playing of course its real. She had me text her on the spot so that she could get my number too Yeaaaa buddy I’m bout to like, call her right after this No? Whatchu mean no? 3 days? Ain’t she gonna think that I forgot about her or something? I mean she likereal fine man, I should call her right now right? You think? iight, iight Imma wait the 3 days. I’ll call her after 3 days, I’ll call her after the 3 days I promise! But yo if this shit fucks up, it’s on you dude. I’ll hit you later. Peace.
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Cant nobody top this! You ain’t never heard shit like this The year of the sheep Jael Introducing the funky monk You could check the bars I Rap so eloquent Ain’t a Far Cry I ride the beat like an elephant Ain’t a damn thing I remain so prevalent Yo ass could be a relative and still wouldn’t be relevant The throne was mine to take Man that Mandate was heavensent Every rhyme thrown has been great, yea it’s evident Every mind blown is the stakes, I ain’t settling I got the game wrapped around my finger like a wedding ring This an exhibition for the heat I’ll forever bring This is for the fam, tell’em money isn’t everything This is for the kids stuck in class on a Saturday This is for the parents who would leave us there like castaways Ya’ll better check my style that I’m fanning out Don’t you know ya boy be flyer than he handing out Ya’ll was fitting in, I felt comfy always standing out Proud to be that nail you could never fucking hammer down Pull the camera out, see the sneer of the beast This the year that you sheeps learn to fear what I preach If you here to compete cause you hear I was weak Know I’m looking real nice but I was geared for the streets YUH Show’em no mercy, spitting that Sriracha Son you looking real thirsty, have a sip of Matcha Homie I can smell the hate, goddammit, we dem boys right? Everything compliment was backhanded like it’s Muy Thai I could give a damn if you barely understand it Send you to another planet if you fucking with my language Granted me the opportunity to lay another verse So I put it on myself to lay them jokes in a hearse They like “yo, you know kung fu?” Nah dude I wish I knew So I could kick that smirk off ya face, I don’t fuck with you Never let’em make me feel ashamed to be me, nawww Walking past them white kids, yelling out “YEEHAWW” Hiyah that, bitch!
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[Verse 1] And I quote Yeezy The weather so breezy Man why can’t life always be this easy? I’ve been praying one day I make it to the TV Keep it clean, squeaky. Never turn sleazy Speak only when needed homie Never out the ass See my father tried to teach me not to act out up in class So I thought I would be signed, but they told me I’m declined Said I'd never get the time unless I simulate the shine Well shit, why didn't you say so? I've seen the braggadocio Man he full of lies and he knows like Pinocchio Much to his surprise when he gave me the Okey doke I started getting high off the shit like you can't hold me doe! Ha I'm slamming rhymes like a 720 windmill Man I'm the shit, catching homers from the infield I'm Frankenstein on the beat, he retreats To the back to find a leash for the beast, I repeat [Hook 1] And they told me be easy Homie be easy But you ain’t gotta worry man this shit is too easy!! They told me be easy Homie Be easy But you ain’t gotta worry man this shit is too easy!! They told me be easy Chill yo! easy But you ain’t gotta worry man this shit is too easy, yup I got it good, now they wanna backtrack But its hard to go back when you got it like that, okay [Verse 2] The other day I saw this girl, she was kinda cute But when I spoke to her, yo She was something rude She started off "look I only date white dudes" I'm said "bitch why the fuck you think I like you" I've got a girl, so quit acting like a snob Plus we here at best buy, so won't you let me do my job? She flipped her hair and said , "let's make one thing clear I'm the hottest Asian chick in this bitch right here I get guys like you tryna Holla all the time But I need a real man to save me from my kind" By now, I'm like wow Bitch is out of her mind But shawty turned on a dime once I pushed her aside Wanted me to fall in love with her But damn I had enough of her Started walking round tryna find another customer She was on the ground, tightly hugging on my calf Shit I got a lot of love but you ain't even getting half [Hook 2] So she told me be easy Homie be easy But you ain’t gotta worry man this shit is too easy!! She told me be easy Baby be easy But you ain’t gotta worry man this shit is too easy!! She told me be easy Chill yo! easy But you ain’t gotta worry man this shit is too easy, yup I got it good, now she wanna backtrack But its hard to go back when you got her like that, haha
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[Verse 1] I'm just a class clown with a new rap sound I used to argue with my teachers Never backed down I had em clapping in the bleachers when I'd act out Had em laughing 'Jesus look at how he fucking wack' Wow I guess now you can tell that I've improved bro Call me Kuzco with that new groove yo I got a smooth flow that'll keep em chill more Than an ice box Man I'm tryna top the billboards (How long...do I have to wait for ya?) and I hope it's not long Man this feeling too strong for me to be doing wrong Man I hope this new song Bout to get me off the couch Move me out my momma house Cause she all up on my ass I doubt that I can last So it's gotta happen fast Nuh-uh I told her patience is a virtue I can't wait to have Nah, I can't wait to have Nah, I can't wait to have [hook] (How long...do I have to wait for ya?) Baby tell me how long c’mon (How long...do I have to wait for ya?) [verse 2] A couple years I've been spitting and no dividends But the money ain't the profit I'm envisioning I gotta Do more, do a few tours Before I'll be finished and I'm grinning in my sleep again But my momma doesn't get it I told her not sweat it, but she keeps insisting one day I'll regret it Thinking she is so convincing Very little hit the wealth, if you don’t believe in me Don't make me not believe myself (How long...do I have to wait for ya?) cause you fucking up in school Tell me whatcha gonna do, when your rap career is through? Well shiiit...if I ain't rapping then I haven't got a clue, I mean I think I got it good, learning shit about the hood All the folks waiting for the day I'm taking Hollywood I told them patience is a virtue I can't wait to have Nah, I can't wait to have Nah, I can't wait to have [hook] [verse 3] // fans & friends anticipating this tape And all the boys gave me daps for the raps, that's a fact But it's been a long while since I've got up on a track Since I've made they heads snap Since I've made they heads bop Man it's been a long while they thought I was dead Stop haha If you couldn't tell, I've been doing pretty well Working like its hell on a CD I could sell I kept y'all waiting On this here tape and Wondering will I make it Man I swear it sounds amazing (How long...do I have to wait for ya?) Ay homie where the hell you been You ain't chilling in the wind Haven't spoken to ya friends But we know ya going in so tell us where the hell you been okay Well I've been chilling with the lady Yea we hella tight And what's crazy is she making sure I get it right She told me patience is a virtue she can't wait to have Nah, she can't wait to have Nah, she can't wait to have [hook] [verse 4] Check it Uh gurl You've been by my side, day one Down to Ride You ever want something, say something I'll provide I can't complain about nothing baby You and I Bout to have it all in the land Even in the sky She puts a smile on my face On the darkest days I'll tour the world for my girl And it starts today Your life's rough still you found the strength to love And for that, I could never give enough Go and tellem whassup (How long...do I have to wait for ya?) baby just a little bit Once I make a couple hits and I land a couple gigs We'll be living like we never had a care Awwww yea But first I gotta flip the scriptures I'm gotta get richer but it feel like this shit need to come quicker I guess patience is a virtue I can't wait to have Nah, I can't wait to have Nah, I can't wait to have [hook]
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[Verse] Felt her heart rush, couldn’t help but blush There he was, fresh cut, with a tailored tux Everything’s been pretty perfect since her hit her up He went from just a crush, now he can’t get enough It didn’t matter since she met him just a week past She felt her knees weak, she falling deep fast And when she heard him speak, he made her relax Tho she knew he was tryna hit it like a speed bag But yo she kept her cool, gotta make the thirst wait Living by her rule, never giving up on first date Never been no fool nor a stranger to the game But the shit that he was kicking let her know he ain't the same He was smooth...a gentleman, the type to treat her nice With a wink, had her feeling like her name was up in lights Gave a smile, felt her finger getting heavy with the ice Fuck around and make her think that she was seeing Mr. Right Ha Settle down now Regain composure Dinner’s almost finished Date was almost over Was this a new beginning? Or were they getting closure? But every minute she was with him they were getting closer The night was fun, a great start She hit the bathroom tryna fix her face art Came back, he was staring at her Priceless Took her drink, felt it sparkle like his eyes did He took her hand, helped her stand out her seat She was playing arm candy as they walked down the street She was falling endlessly for his charm, on the real She could feel the chemistry between the two, it was real But it started getting late, he offered her a ride home Everything was great, she wondered where the time flown But when she got inside the car things were looking blurry That’s when he told her close your eyes you ain’t gotta worry But despite what you taught, none of that was her fault dawg.
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From the land of the Shaolin I never throw the towel in Yea I hit them gimmes if these fellas get to foulin Bitches get to wilin I’m the one they following String’em all along Then I play’em like a violin I got it on You ain’t hotter than a mild wing Why these fellas rushing homie Imma stay stylin Every rhyme is vile and My mind is fucking violent I’m grinding till I’m shining For a while my stomach growling The boy that you love to hate I'm coming for your dinner plate and I ain't taking any breaks And Everytime I celebrate I swear that I can smell the hate Ya calling me a featherweight I'll levitate you heavyweights Waiting on my record homie imma go and set it straight They playing me in every state, no time to let it meditate Come and watch me demonstrate the way I fucking devastate I'm rapping in my realest state Coming for your real estate
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[Verse 1] So come along come along Man I wouldn’t steer you wrong Out of Brooklyn some new shit is going on Let the world know Imma take it by storm For the forums and the bloggers and the rappers I’ve warned Sincerely yours, I put out my first tape from my dorm Been dreaming since the fourth grade one day I would perform Rocking shades on a stage cause the lights were too strong Now it’s been a couple years I finally got a move on I’m coming through, making moves, betting big Lemme roll the dice Waiting on the day, they’ll be begging cause I’m over priced Never tell me no, I know fasho what I wrote was nice I’m haunting all my doubters with the rhythm like a poltergeist UH Ain’t tryna get ahead of myself, but if you try to get ahead of me You’ll never get the best of me I’m mixing new melodies with old school integrity Already knew you’ll feel it man I’m spitting out telepathy UH [Hook] 2x So come along come along let’s ride I’ll be hitting up the cities from the east to the westside Boy I ain’t stopping till I’m head high in checks So come along, get a glimpse of my journey to success Yessss Come along come along let’s ride I’ll be hitting up the cities from the east to the westside Boy I ain’t stopping till I’m head high in checks So come along, get a glimpse of my journey to success Yesss [Verse 2] So come along, take a journey with me But I ain’t rushing to the end, man there’s plenty to see I gotta circle round a bit, make a couple pit stops Getting lost for a while, then I make the shit rock Let’s begin I remember when, I was just a kid Writing lines for the dimes, I was hoping for a kiss What a trip, graduated from the mid, I’m in High School Ya’ll could party hard, kicking bars That’s what I’ll do Shy dude, never been the type to brag But if you wanna take advantage, I would like to add Boy you could try and do ya damage, but I’m lightning fast And hit you with the recoil like a rifle blast And I might procrast-inate on my essay But when it comes to kicking rhymes, I’m in the nick of time On every track, tell the dj bring it back they can’t handle that I rap, that’s a fact like a fucking snapple cap HA [Hook] [Verse 3] I’m hearing “Please! Remember me when you famous!” And I would, if you swear to remember me while I’m nameless You aint never gave a damn I was asking for a penny How the hell you wanna dollar cause you see me getting plenty That’s a joke right? You ain’t been around when I was broke right? Saying you was down, you can’t quote a thing I wrote right? Please Get the fuck outta my face with that bullshit Ya’ll was sleeping on me Here’s a taste what you gon miss I’m bout to make a hit I’m stepping up to the batter’s box These haters stay hating and they gossip like a chatter box Saying “he a fool, he ain’t never comin up” Well surprise, I’ve been rubbing off on em Call me Static Shock You already know I hold it down like a padded lock Tryna step to me You leaving town as a laughing stock Really matters not, you either with it or you ain’t If you booing or you cheering Imma kill it all the same

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